It was a little weird though when he brought gifts over b/c he kept mentioning Faye which made me nauseated. Their relationship is, well I don't know what it is, I just know I want nothing to do with her. Suddenly she's showing interest in my daughter and I don't want one bit of it. This is something that I'm really struggling with. I want to see my dad happy. I would love for him to be with someone who could be a part of my family but Faye made it clear a long time ago that she wanted nothing to do with me. I'm not sure where this is all going.
Our house has been very busy, loud and fun the last week and a half. Justin's brother Clint his wife Joy and their two kids stayed with us while they were home for the holidays. We had a good time with them and it was fun to see Aidan and Lily with Kayler. They left yesterday morning and now my house seems so empty. We enjoyed having them and look forward to their next time home.
Justin is busy with the septic business. He is also trying to finish out the last little bit in our large one bedroom loft. We have someone wanting to move in this weekend so its crunch time. The studio has been a little slow, like everything else, with the economy the way it is. This is our slow time of year anyway so we are anxiously waiting for the spring to get here.
I go back to work one week from today. I am mostly not looking forward to it. I'm not worried about leaving Kayler. She'll be in good hands with her daddy or grandma. I have truly enjoyed being home with her. I get a lot of satisfaction by being a mom and wife. I'm still working on ideas of how we could manage if I quit my job to stay home. If it weren't for the benefits I think we could do it but we have to have health ins so right now I guess its not an option. If only I could find a work from home job that came with benefits.
We'll see where the Lord takes us in 2009. Last year sure was a ride!
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