Saturday, August 16, 2008

just rambling

I've been trying to imagine what our life is going to be life once Kayler is here. I'm so excited to get to meet her, hold her, play with her. I can't wait. Thankfully pregnancy continues to be easy so hopefully the next 10 weeks or so will go by quickly. I am slowly gaining more confidence in myself in preparation for labor and birth. I'm doing exercises and relaxation to help me prepare.
I guess as any first time mom I have my fears. Not just about labor and birth and pain but about parenting, her health, etc. I guess I'm already starting to worry about her. I love what a friend of mine has to say "don't worry, pray" Easier said than done for me as I've always been a worrier but I'm getting better at it.
Saw a good friend from high school this week at Wal-Mart. I hadn't seen her for over a year. She is pregnant too and due in just a few weeks. We got the chance to chat for a few minutes and exchanged email addresses so hopefully we can keep up with each other better. Next year will be our ten year high school reunion. That seems so weird.
Justin is busy working on the lofts in our building today. I'm off from work and hoping to get stuff done around the house. It seems that the housework is never ending and I can never stay on top of it. Looking forward to going to church tomorrow for the first time in a month and then Justin and I are going to work around the house on some projects that I need his help with.
Even though I don't think anyone reads my nonsense it's still good for me to get all this out that goes on in my head. And if you do read it then just know that most of it is just me rambling on about my life and what goes on in my head.

1 comment:

Lindsey said...

I read your nonsense Ashley. I just don't always get to comment on it. I started back to work this past week. It is a little bit of a struggle. I have more to do than I realized and I get tired quicker than I used to. I attribute the getting tired more to getting older than Gracie, but she does play a role. I haven't had too hard of a time leaving Gracie at the sitter. I really like our sitter, so I don't have to worry all the time. Enjoy these last couple months...I can't believe she is almost here! By the way, Gracie has figured out she can make funny faces and snort to make people laugh...it is too funny!